andrew and esther *
Monday, June 12, 2006 <3
ahh, yes i'm BACK as you would have known from Andrew's previous entry. =))
Yup, i missed him loads too on the trip and i couldn't wait to come back (while others were reluctant to). So sorry for making dear so lost the last 8days and i hope i can make it up to you in some way.
But...well was just feeling abit down (still am maybe), probably due to having to get back to life after all the high-ness of the band trip. Boring old life. SIGHS. Yep..which has been making Andrew feel worried and down too. And i'm just really sorry for things to turn out this way. It was all supposed to be better when i came back. It was what Andrew had been looking forward to the past 8days. He was supposed to feel better again..but looks like i just made it worse?
But i really really really wanna thank Andrew for EVERYTHING. =))
for always being there for me and trying to make things better, although i know he isn't feeling any better either. thanks for always caring so much and paying attention to such tiny little details of me. For always knowing that something is wrong, no matter how tiny and how much i try not to show it. And always assuring me and never failing to touch my heart with how much he cares and how he'd always be there, no matter what. awwhs..
ohoh! and for doing so many things for me before the trip too! You know, the dinner he cooked for me, for bringing me out that day, for sending me to the airport, making breakfast for me, for the book he wrote for me, the songs in the MP3, for fetching me from the airport, and even for blogging those entries while i was away...
I JUST LOVE YOU DEAR.
ain't i just lucky. YES. =p
LOVE YOU TO BITTTS.
it'll all get better; all because you were there
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esther.
neveralone ;10:57 PM
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